It's me...

It's holiday! I love holiday so much … but good things always have a short memories only … it's weird … really weird … so fast I'm sixteen this year and will be seventeen next year … wow! The time runs so fast I couldn't even recall back the the memories I had gone through … these days am I suffer or am happy? Okay nothing in my brain for all those memories … what the … okay … I'm ready to be old … but please I'm not ready to be as old as a granny lah … happy seventeen for next year … well next year is the year that I can really show to my parents what have I learnt for 11years omg! be happy!

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Here's a girl name Krisyenne … her life was wonderful enough … she is a girl who knows how to wait but she isn't a patience girl …she always think about how will she be after her secondary studies ends …she always tell herself to be a clever girl although the results are not good but still can be qualified into further studies … she is a cheerful girl but she was not brave enough to face her problem by itself … luckily her family were there always to help her love her and give her advise … She also a lucky girl to have her family … A boy name Kim How appeared in her life … he help her alot … give her a wonderful patience and take care of her well the caring part will be take place by my family no matter how he cares me, my family always more than him … I know her family might have many objection on him … but she will prove that she can handle her studies ,family and other daily activities while having him … they will work it out to let their family and friend approved them ↖(^▽^)↗ ending ♥♥

我们的世界。

-最近虽然没什么吵架可是只要有吵架就会吵到很凶…… 吵架的内容就是一些废话……无聊的废话…… 可是我们好事可以吵不懂为什么…… 明明很在乎你却不肯说出口……死都要你哄我……疼我才肯理你……我很过份吧…… 不喜欢跟你吵架你不是不知道的……可是你今天做了你从来没有做过的事做了给我看…… 我算什么？ 草嘛？ 已经不重要了…… 反正男人就是那么不可靠就对了…… 我靠我自己也可以活的很好的…… 没有你我可以一样过的很好…… 不用你来担心我假假的关心我…… 对你失望了……对你的信心也没了…… 随你吧…… 反正我不会比你的睡眠重要不会比你的什么都还要重要就对了…… 世上还有我家人觉得我重要就好…… 无言……

Oh yeah!

Never mind i'll find someone like you.. :) This word represents that i don't love you anymore :P haha:)[joking]. Nowadays i'm busy:( i don't know why and what am i busy with:( really irritating feeling always come over me before exam (^~^) What the... okay fine. But somehow i'm still blissful:) i have you:) the one who always accompany me when i'm angry,happy or sad:) I admit that i'll easily lose my temper on you:( but i really cant control it sometimes:( 27/07/2012- The date we had our first bicker :( most unforgettable day... 2/8/2012-The date i lose my temper on you~ but you still wan't to accompany me and find out why am i so angry with... I know i'm a person who doesn't know how to release my stress and so,i brought it on you:( I'm sorry dear:) really sorry on that:) Every time we finish bicker-ing you will just sayang me back and said '老婆不要生气我好吗'this makes me feel sorry and very miraculous my temper will just gone on that sentence:) I just wan't to tell you that i love you DEAR:) Hope you can really stand on my bad temper :( I don't wish to lose you(^~^) :-* [ just a kiss ]#

Haiz.

Since that day i told everything to you, you change your attitude from being good to me to ignore me... That's hurt... Really hurt... Don't know what am i thinking for... Maybe is my fault... I didin't blame you for ignoring me... Just unhappy:( Haizzzzzzzz.... Hope you will find a good one's in some days:) Just forget me and don't try to be good to me again... not worth it:) Really need to say thank you to you:) THANKY YOU!:) 你会找到跟好的:)

最近的我。

最近不知道是怎么了一直emo...haizz...我真的不知道自己到底要什么，想什么，做了什么。有时候觉得自己很失败，很没有用。很难过是我既然伤害到一个他...我不知道自己可以给他什么...可能我们的年龄真的差很多...想法根本不一样。我就这样失去了一个好朋友。以前很好的我们，以前一起开心大笑的我们，就因为我而变得陌生人一样。虽然他没有说过，可是我知道我们一定不会像以前一样那么好了。怎么办？？？这个也是我会EMO的原因。其实一开始我就应该跟你说清楚的，可是我却没有。为什么为什么？？一直在问自己为什么没有一开始就stop掉你。把你当哥哥和好朋友的我真的真的很不想就这样失去你T.T 我还可以做什么？Maybe i really done wrongly... or maybe i really hurt you... i'm really sorry... sorry that i 'm the one who really can't accept the reality by first... Anyway,i will be strong to face the unconcerned on you:) maybe after some times we will be like last time:) everything think optimism:) everything will be alright soon. 我相信我可以的:) 陈锦豪！到你了。哈哈 这两天我们都很少见面也很少信息:( 真的很想你勒:)不知道如果有一天我们没有信息也没有见面我会变到怎样勒？疯掉？:( 你你你...我爱你:) 希望我们真的可以走到最后永远不分开:)好不好？哈哈大笨笨老公是你:)你一定要永远记得我们的约定。到永远的约定。To be with you is not a game but is a decision. I want to let you know that you are mine:) in the same time i want to let everyone know that you're mine too:) hope that we can be strong to face any problem that comes towards us. forever is our promises. dont forget and remember to put it in your heart:) no matter how suffer we are dont tried to say 'break up' to each other. I'm willing to face the problem with you dear:) REMEMBER:) 我吴祖儿（sammenther goh jo yee)很愿意与你一起分担一切的问题只要你不要不要我就可以了。*STAR*

Wong Cau Yen!

-Happy birthday to you!!! -Omg! i really forgot to text you!:( -Really guilt to you~ -SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!! -Forgive me:( -I wanted to text you this>> [ WONG CAU YEN HAPPRY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ]:make up to you:) -Don't sad! -I still love you !! remember it!!! -Be happy always:) -Smile always because your smile light up my life:) -Be optimism :) -You have already 16 years old! -Must be more mature:) -Remember to find a good boyfriend ya:) wakaka:) -You're pretty! -Trust yourself and be more confident on yourself:) -Confident makes everything better:) -OMG! write to long already ! haha -Last thing i wanna write is.... -Wong Cau Yen~ remember to be happy always! support you always! and sorry for late wishers~ :)

My life

-Yesterday i'm having a weird fever... -Everything comes to me and make me very suffer... -But fortunately i have my son and him:) -They accompany me until i fall asleep:) -And keep asking me to eat medicine ... -Omg! DAMN BITTER... -Maybe from that day i have already sick... -Sick is suffer but being tease and being crowd out is more suffer... -Anyway,i'm just a bitch in you all's mind... -Never mind , being a bitch is better than being a betrayer:) -If i could tell you my feelings not only i will be being crowd out we will have quarrel and many more... -Okay fine. -Let me just be the one who wrong. -Fine. -Tan kim how! -Thank you for yesterday keep worried me :) -Seeing me all the way to the guard house :) -Really feel happiness to have a friend like you:) -Don't leave me alone :( -Don't forget our promise:) -You promised me that you will accompany me til i'm old:) -GOH JO YEE... Everything will be alright:) you still have him:)

-放假真的发生很多事。 -有好的有坏的。 -可是好的忠比坏的多:) -很喜欢今年的放假! -日后没有你的日子我也会好好的:) -希望你也一样;) -不管怎么样我这次放假一定会好好的过完他! -开学后我一定要好好读书! -加油!吴祖儿! gogogogo!!

-今天真的很开心!虽然很累可是... 是值得的!! -我的宝贝 [WONG CAU YEN] 你哦.. 在车上就睡的像猪一样! 哈哈 -好才只有我看到不然你就没人追了啦.... -今天一直shop shop shop! -可是下次绝对不会去吃那什么烂冰了!! -很难吃勒! -又贵勒... bue tahan.... -黄昭昭!! 520你! -要永远快乐哈:) -ILY! -我们的照'骗'很美吧?? 哈哈

My life

-Nowadays i busy working.... -Working really can let me forget my everything... -But i will still think of something that i really don't want to remember:( -Anyway i really love school holidays! -It's a kind of relax for students to not seeing all that annoyed teacher~!! -Results! are you alive? -Maybe after holidays you are alive...:( -Shit! lousy results are coming towards me... -What the... :( -But the happiest thing is i know a friend! -He really is my friend indeed! -Omg! he accompany me when i'm down... -He let me knows that i can't live without him! -not boyfriend har... haha -Really love his cute! <3 -Hope we can always be like this ... -I love the way we communicate~! -Very reality ,through heart! :) -THE END! - thanks for seeing my post:) JIA YOU GOH JO YEE!!!!

My life

-OMG!! second of may is the mid year examination! -I haven start to study yet! -Die for sure... -Hope that this week i can finish all the subject... -No more fail! -Walao...!! -tak boleh tahan liao!! -I must study more form now! -Stop here~ :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

-What the hell!! -Today is a happy day for me but when i listen to you said that he is angry at me because i don't know how to accept your 'KIDDING' -Fuck! Who you think you are? -You tease my family and friend and yet you said that you're kidding with me? are you kidding dude?! -If i done the same things as you done to me what will you do? what is your feeling? -Did you still can feel happy and smile with me while i'm teasing your family and friends? -Please lah use your brain... -God gave you a good and healthy brain is for you to think good things not for you to think all that words to tease people. -You're not too good also and yet wan't to tease people=,= -Kidding got limit and my patience also have limit -Don't let it burst or explode... -If explode , that is the time we from friend became enemies... -My family is very important to me! please don't play a fool with me by teasing my family you fucker!

Nowdays life~

-Its really weird...
-I don't know how to express the feeling now...
-But it is very magical!
-Everything comes to me in a second just like out of sudden your luck being so sodden and suddenly became very good luck~~
-Wow! this word is the best word that can express my feeling...
-I really doesn't feel any sense of security....
-Bad feeling now...
-Just like you have it then, the next second you will lost it just like that...
-Why my life is messed up with all this feeling??
-What the...！
-I think i have to be more reason on everything now...
-New school for me is better than seta...
-I'm fine:)
-我只想过一个很快乐又没有烦恼的日子 有可能吗？

My heart...

-Some of the reason will affect our relationship.
-And some reason we doesn't wan't to know and understand.
-Friends is a relation for you to have a partner to talk everything and anything.
-Is not for us to guard against our word to talk to our friend to prevent from hatred.
-I hate that feeling very much!
-Please a present is not meaningful for me.
-I need a friend that was truly mean to me.
-Everything and anything is done by us.
-Don't blame anyone.


-KRISYENNE-